outside looking in. 11.27.

all youve seen is the inside looking out, me telling you about my life. below is something written about me that made me really think. here the outside looking in.


I hate it when you beat yourself up, and apologize for venting.
I hate it when you focus on everybody else and forget yourself.
I hate it when you degrade yourself to the lowest point.
I hate it when you say horrible things about yourself, and actually believe them.
I hate it when you act like everything is okay, when its not.
I hate it when you hold everything inside of you, because its okay to let it out sometimes.
I hate it when you regret the things you do.
I hate it when you blame yourself when everything goes wrong.
I hate it when you feel like you need to have somebody in your life to make you happy.
I hate it when you dont listen to the truth, or choose not to believe it.
I hate all the things you do to yourself. It kills me inside.
Youre one of the VERY few people i can have this concern for.

But, I love you very much.
And will miss you way more than you believe.
Thank you..
For always being there. Staying strong, and supporting me. For being there to give me advise when i asked. For reading my mind, and knowing how to respond.
It has made an incredible impact on my life.

I love you.
And will stand by your side even if nobody else is standing with me.
I will never let you down, just as you did for me.
I promise.