the bright light blinds me
and even when it fades, im stunned.
still trying to decipher.
understand.
comprehend.
why?
my lips tingle when he walks by.
my legs grow tired
my throat tightens.
i want to cry, let go.
let him catch it.
but im afraid.
im terrified.
i want him happy.
what if i cant do it?
but as the days pass
the clock tics by
inching along
the day is coming closer.
im almost gone.
what then?
will i regret never telling him?
will i regret never loving him?
questions.
my heart beats,
falls,
stops.
he looks at me, who does he see?
just me?
his bestfriend?
please, my angel,
let me love you.
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