you've already gone.

a lump rises in my throat.

my voice shakes violently.

i search for the words to explain.

to beg, plead.

'don't leave me'

i long to call after you.

the moment your lips left mine,

that last time, 

i knew.

i knew that it was,

over.

done.

gone.

your blue eyes penetrate,

sear, burn,

my soft hazel eyes.

now filled with a salty tear,

gently brushing down.

down my pink cheeks,

past my numb lips.

onto my chin,

the chin you help as you kissed me.

i can still feel it.

i feel your fingers on my skin.

your lips graze mine.

your eyes gazing at my body.

i can feel your soft skin.

craving for its warmth again.

you're an addiction.

you're beautiful.

i can't help it,

help but want it so badly.

i want you back more now,

more than i have ever.

give me once more,

i can, i promise.

i say.

i scream.

yet my lips don't part,

no words fill the air.

until, you break the silence.

'you're beautiful, you know?'

with one last kiss,

one last sweet breath,

'goodbye gracie.'

you're gone.

i'm lost.

left still enchanted.

enchanted by the sapphire sparkle your eyes hold.

'goodbye.'

i whisper.

to late.

you're gone.